location: In My Living Room

mood: hopeful

music: ICarly Theme Song

Hi ALL!!!! 
It's been a SUPER long time since I've posted to LJ.  So for a quick catch up:

My Stats As Of Now:
Height: 5’5” 3/4
Lowest Weight: 93 lbs
Highest Weight: 124 lbs
Current Weight: 101.6 lbs
Goal Weight: 75 – 80 lbs

I now have a certain routine that I do EVERYDAY. I wake up, weigh in, and do 50 crunches to start my Metabolism for the day.  I drink an 8 oz glass of natural juice (Either Tropicana OJ or Juicy Juice) with mulitvitamins, a mug of Decaffeinated Coffee with Splenda, and drink 8-10 bottles of 16.9 oz of water every day.  I eat ONLY 1 meal a day which consists of a salad.  It consists of Romaine Lettuce, Sunflower Kernals, Croutons, a pinch of Parmesean Cheese, and Caesar Dressing.   
Around 5p.m., I go for a 45 minute walk.  Very Peaceful!  I do lots of exercises everyday.  At the end of each shower, I do Waist Twists, Side Bends, Squats, and Leg Lifts. 
I do lots of word puzzles and am on the computer 75% of my day.  It's very Relaxing for me!
I try to get at least 6-8 hours of sleep a night.  Sometimes, if I'm really drained and have nothing to do, I sneak in a nap, but my friends keep me busy, as well as my pets! 

This is my new routine.  I'm doing EXTREMELY well!  I hope everyone is doing wonderful also with achieving their goal! If anyone needs any support, help, or advice, I would love to help! I could use some myself at times! :o)  You can never have enough advice or tips! 
Please leave me a comment on how you are doing my Loves!


I love you all!
Much Luv!
xoxo
K.M.

location: In My Living Room

mood: determined

music: Womanizer - Britney Spears

Hi Luvlies!!!!

It has been forev since I have been on!  Wow!  It's like my world just stopped with ANA/MIA.  Now that I'm back on track....  So is my life.  I got a job in September.  I have been working there a little over 2 months now.  I work in a restaurant as a Hostess, To Go Girl, and Buss Girl.  OMG!  You wouldn't believe some of the things the Kitchen Staff does!  They actually do drop food on the floor and pull out the 5 second rule!  Disgusting!!!!  Anyway, since I have started working there, I have lost about 10 lbs.  :o)

I know that I set picture goals a while ago.  Well, I didn't really stick to them.  They weren't really realistic I guess.  I realized that losing weight takes more time then I thought.  After I saw Emily's Intervention Episode, I just thought to myself, I have got to have a BMI of 14.3!!!!  I don't want to be a certain weight.  I want to be as low as I can go.  So here are over time goals.
Currently, I weigh 114.4 lbs  Gross and Morbidly Obese, right????  Starting in 2009....  In January, my main goal is to get to 110.  In March, my main goal is to get to 107.  In July, my main goal is to get to 102.  In November, I plan to be in the 90's.  Not sure where though.  I only know how the 100's work for me right now.  I know that it's harder when I get lower and that I lose more appetite which is good.  But here are some happenings....
In January, Hubby is leaving to go to Iraq.  March, Hubby and my 1 year anniversary.  Spending it alone.  :'-(  July, Hubby coming home.  November, Marine Corps Ball.  
I hope that I can make these goals more realistic than last time!  I'm sure I will since my husband will be gone, there will be NO food in this damn house if I have anything to do with it!!!!

As I am closing up....  I want to download some music.  I have to update my IPod.  I want to download some ANA/MIA songs.  Can someone give me a playlist or at least direct me to a site that has ANA/MIA music????

I hope that everyone is doing well!  Love ya's!!!!

Stay Strong and Think Thinspo!
xoxo
K.M.   




  
 

location: At My Computer Desk

mood: determined

Hi My Dear Lovely's!!!!

I know that sometimes dates with goals don't happen. So instead of giving myself a date for such and such weight, I am going to give myself a date/month for a look!
As of now, here are my stats:

STATS:
H: 5'5" 3/4
H.W.: 125 lbs
L.W.: 93 lbs
C.W.: 121.8 lbs
G.W.: 92 lbs

Here are the photos and times of what I want to look like.

ME NOW: (The only recent photo of myself was me trying on my Wedding Dress! Sorry!):



WHAT I WANT TO LOOK LIKE 1 WEEK FROM NOW:



WHAT I WANT TO LOOK LIKE 1 1/2 WEEK FROM NOW:



WHAT I WANT TO LOOK LIKE 2 WEEKS FROM NOW: (March 29 - The Wedding):



WHAT I WANT TO LOOK LIKE BY JUNE 3: (My 21st Birthday):



WHAT I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A YEAR FROM NOW:

(STOMACH):


(COLLAR BONES):


(ARMS):


(LEGS):


(RIB CAGE):


(HIP BONES):




I think that I have realistic goals. What do you lovely's think of this? I know that some of these girls might be under 92 lbs, but they also might be over 5'5". So in the end, it all evens out! I know that I HAVE got to slow down on my eating!!!! But when I came up with this idea, it made me feel A WHOLE lot better!!!!

I hope that everyone is doing wonderfully! I will definitely keep everyone updated on how I'm doing!

Much Luv!
Stay Strong And Think Thin!
xoxo
K.M.

location: At My Computer Desk

mood: depressed

music: Low - Flo Rida

  Hi my dear lovely's....

It has been SO forever since I have posted.  :'-(  I'm sorry ladies!  Just letting you know that I'm still alive!  LoL!  I don't know how much I can post though.  :-0  I got busted.  I got busted while I was purging.  I'm now back visiting a Psychiatrist and my Family Doctor once a week.  
I NEED HELP....  TO THE EXTREME LOVELY'S!!!!
I was 102 lbs before I got busted.  I was doing awesome!  I looked great!  And now, within two frickin' weeks, I gained 11 lbs.  :'-(  I'm SO depressed.  My Mummy is hardly home, so one day I tried to purge after a horrible binge.  I couldn't purge!  My gag reflux is completely gone!  I'm SO sad.  

Well, now I'm in at home recovery.  IT'S HELL!!!!  No one knows about me being on my ANA/MIA sites!  So that's the good thing!  I still have my dear lovely's to support me!  :-D  I fell so hard and I'm scared that I won't be able to get back up.  These past 3 days, I have tried to fast.  Every single day, I have broken my fast.  And it's always at night time!  WTF????  I'm falling hard Lovely's.  HELP ME!!!!  I need lots of support now!  I need motivation.  I feel like a fat fuck who will never get back down to 102 lbs without purging.
I'm 113 lbs as of now.  Is there any way I can get back to 102 lbs in 2 weeks?

Lovely's, I'm telling you, this is HELL.  I've never felt more pain in my life.  I just want to die.  I have never felt a more feeling of uselessness and giving up more than I do now.  PLEASE HELP ME!!!!  I am planning on starting the Master Cleanse on Tuesday for 10 days.  That calls for a fast through the whole thing.  So I'm basically going to be on my computer the whole time!  I am going to tell you one thing, You will be hearing A LOT more from me!  LoL!  So does anyone want to do a 2 day fast with me?  Starting tomorrow?  If yes, please write back!

Thank-You so much even if you bother reading this.  I haven't been on in SO long and I really don't deserve any advice or support.  I'm sorry for the long post and for not posting in such a long time Lovely's!  That's coming to a stop now!  If you are able to text, please text me as often as you can.  (352)-239-1687.
Also, if you have MSN or AOL:
MSN:  DitzyChichCharm@aol.com
AOL:  DitzyChicCharm
I have also noticed that some of you are still making ANAspaces!  I will repost my site URL.  I actually just redid my page!  It looks AWESOME!!!!  
ANA/MIAspace URL:  myspace.com/fadingobsession87

Thank-you so much Lovely's!  I hope everyone is doing wonderfully!
Stay Strong And Think Thin!
xoxo
K.M.

location: At My Computer Desk

mood: creative

music: Carrie Underwood - Jesus Take The Wheel

Hi Girlz!!!!

As we all know, the holidays are coming up! Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years. This means LOTS and TONS of icky but good food. I know for a fact that WE ALL want to avoid this to avoid gaining weight. Well, I decided to post some things for everyone so you can have some tips. I hope they help! If you are deciding to fast through the holidays, it's best to moderate some of these plans!
Lots of luck to all of us!

Websites:

http://nutrition.about.com/od/calories/qt/overeatholidays.htm

http://vid_health.healthology.com/nutrition/nutrition-weight-loss/article1067.htm

http://www.slangcity.com/email_archive/2006/4_20_06.htm


YouTube Video:




Thinspo:

















Hope this helps you girlz! Stay Strong! Lots of love!
Much Luv!
Stay Strong And Think Thinspo!
xoxo
K.M.

location: At My Computer Desk

mood: determined

music: Superchick - Courage

 ANA creed

location: At My Computer Desk

mood: determined

music: Superchick - Courage

 
TEN COMMANDMENTS OF SKINNY




I. If you aren't thin you aren't attractive.

II. Being thin is more important than being healthy.

III. You must buy your clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.

IV. Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.

V. Thou shall not eat fattening foods without punishing one self afterwards.

VI. Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.

VII. What the scale says is the most important thing.

VIII. Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad.

IX. You can never be too thin.

X. Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success

THINK THINNER.